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I started working for Honors on Monday. I fully expected to be busy,  of course, but I don't think I've stopped for a minute I've been there. It's very different from working at MediaVision, which I think is a good thing.  Its cool to experience different ways of working. Its really weird though since I'm alone most of the time I'm there. Usually everyone is bustling about and it's pretty odd to be so isolated. :/  Yesterday, I did a bit of data entry, and today I did some data entry and a bit of light web development. I couldn't do it yesterday because I didn't have admin rights to the server, but today a guy from building 1's branch of I&IT came in and taught me how to set it up so that I could edit the website.  

The thing was, I think boy was interested. 0.0 I dunno what it was, maybe his tone of voice or how he kept smiling at me and being all impressed at my web skills, but I got the impression he enjoyed his visit. (on a side note, I love the look of surprise that people get on their faces when I tell them I"m an english major after they encounter my computer skills. It makes me happy inside. )  He was kind of cute, but not really my type. (Which I just realized I had today, I never thought I did but upon review I really, really do.)

Anyway, I spent the rest of my work day figuring out how to get the newsletter up (which you can look at @ http://www.csupomona.edu/~honorscollege/newsletter/  if you're curious).  I'm really hoping that I can get the whole new site up before my 3 weeks are up, but I don't know if I can. :/

At the same time, I was trying to coordinate the last few things I need to do before the retreat next weekend. I can't believe it's almost here, I've been planning it for months now! The Honors college eboard going to be gone for the entire weekend  to plan out next year. I really hope that we can get a good foundation laid out, and that we have fun too. I'm so worried something is going to go wrong though, I just can't shake it.  I always have to worry, I hate it. Good thing that the place has air conditioning.

Good night.

:sigh:

lol I love Liam, so much lol inducing.

Awesome. The creepiness of Twilight in its full glory. You go Buffster.

Hahaa.. I had to answer this one because it made me laugh. How many songs do I know? Name a song, if I've heard it I'll probably be able to sing it. I know most of Bohemian Rhapsody... Lemme see if I can do it without choking


Is this the real life.
IS this just fantasy
Caught in a landslide
no escape from reality
open your eyes look up to the skies and see.

anyway the wind blows doesn't really matter to me
to-o me

Mamaaaa just killed a man
put a gun agains his head
pulled my trigger now he's dead
Mamaaa life had just begun
And now I've gone and thrown it all away
Mama ooo-oo-ooo
did mean to make you cry
If I'm not back before to morrow
carry on
carry on
it doesn't really matter


I'm just a little sihouetto of a man
Scaramouche Scaramouche can you do the fandango
thunderbolt and lightning very very frightning me
easy come easy go, will you let him go-o
Bismilla, no we will not let him go
let me go
bismilla no we will not let you go
let him go
will not let you go
let me go
will not let you go

So you think you can stop me and spit in my eyeees
So you think you can .... and leave me to diiiie
ooooh baby
just want to get out
just want to get right out of heerreee
just want to getout
just want to get right out of heeerreee

nothing really matters
anyone can see
nothing really matters
too-oo mee.



lets compare


ok so apparantly... I really do only know most of it. :sigh:

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I realized the day before the exam that I have the wrong book for the class. ><'

I've never really known you.
I've never really known anyone.
I haven't been entangled in their fears
Never been drowned in their tears.
there's always something keeping me from living
My entire being has never been for giving

It has ceased to surprise me the things I haven't seen
I grow weary that others do
What is this force that dashes what might have been
and all may days makes me rue.
Every day is a monotony
Each filled with a new gluttony

It pains me not to know you
not to know what it is to give myself fully
I don't know what to do to be a friend to you
and find myself duly
contented joyful,unblemished and calm
With your healing presence as my balm.

But none of you have or will
See my core of being
I keep my self hiddden still.
if believing is seeing
I am nothing
and never shall be.

God I was so blind
I am such a horrible friend

I am a horrible person

I'm sorry.

Whenever I see someone less fortunate then I !

;)

bwahaha! X)

edt: sorry, I put it in the richtext box instead of the html. :facepalm:

See, this is what happens when I have fun in the park picking up trash and come home exhausted but satisfied with my days work... I get poison oak. :*( ( not for the squemish... ) Owwwwww >_

The first five people to respond to this post (either calling or posting) will get something made by me!
My choice!
For you!

This offer does have some restrictions and limitations:
- I make no guarantees that you will like what I make!
- What I create will be just for you.
- It'll be done this year.
- You have no clue what it's going to be. It may be a story. It may be poetry. I may draw or paint something. I may bake you something and mail it to you. Who knows? Not you, that's for sure!
- I reserve the right to do something extremely strange.

The catch? Oh, the catch is that you have to repost. We can all make stuff!!

You Belong in London

A little old fashioned, and a little modern. A little traditional, and a little bit punk rock. A unique soul like you needs a city that offers everything. No wonder you and London will get along so well.

Always remember it could be worse...


Lost in La Mancha (2002) is a documentary movie narrated by Jeff Bridges about Terry Gilliam's failed first attempt to make The Man Who Killed Don Quixote, a movie adaptation of the novel Don Quixote. Lost in La Mancha presents Gilliam's quest to make this movie as a parallel to Quixote's quest to become a hero.

lack of self love = lack of others loving you
lack of identity= lack of others identifying with you

(self)-(self love)-(identity)= misery

misery= self - (others loving you)-( others identifying with you)

what equals self love and identity?

I wish I knew.

Wow.

I really didn't think that I'd be this sad over a stupid tv show. Well, except for when they ended Gilmore girls. David Tennant has announced that he will no longer be the doctor. :( Which means that I will probably no longer be watching Dr. Who. It's not his exit really that inspired this. The direction the show has been going has really not captivated me the way the first season did. There was too many storylines that tried to be too big. I would love for there to be something contained like Blink from the third season and school reunion from the second, those were wonderful episodes that didn't try to be bigger than the show. They completely failed to write a descent storyline for the finale of this season, it was horrible and cliched and I couldn't be happier that it was over. I LOVED Turn Left, but the ending tried to cram to much into itself. David leaving is really the last straw.

On the upside,he will now be able to do conventions and perhaps one in the states. maybe. :( And they may be bringing Hamlet to broadway, which is so much more plausible (if not as enjoyable) than traveling to Stratford upon Avon. (Which I will do some day!!!)

In other TV news, AMC has decided that because Matthew Weiner is asking for too much money for his salary, and control over the advertising for Mad Men, they are going to replace him. To which I say, "Are you people insane!?". Mad Men is one of the greatest shows on television today, if they replace the creator with someone else that will completely defeat the purpose of having Mad Men on AMC in the first place. It is a CREATIVE juggernaut, not a ratings or popular one. If Matthew Weiner is asking for too much money, then they have a duty to find a way to reason with him, not to run off at the first sign of trouble. That is only going to make him not want to come back.

Jeez.


In completely unrelated news, I am thinking of changing my major to Graphic Design. I'm supremely nervous about this decision, and it may be a bad one, but I'm going to try and see what happens. Hopefully I'll have something to show for it come spring.

1. Do you have the guts to answer these questions and re-post as The Controversial Survey?
guess so :)
2. Would you do meth if it was legal?
No, I really wouldn't. Have you seen Amy Winehouse lately?

3. Abortion: for or against it?
Against, but I don't think that I have the right to take that away from people that need it.

4. Do you think the world would fail with a female president?
Uh, no. Other countries have gotten along fine tvm with a female leader, I think it's high time our country tried it.

5. Do you believe in the death penalty?
no.I think that we really have to intervene before it gets to that point. The fact that our jails are overcrowded and that the death penalty is even an option says more about the failure of our society to turn out good citizens then a need to kill MORE people.

6. Do you wish marijuana would be legalized already?
I dunno. I think that my bias against drugs has sort of made me lean in the direction of keeping it illegal, but I've seen some very good arguments to make it legal. Amsterdam has done a lot of good things with that.

7. Are you for or against premarital sex?
I come from a family that has had several of it's children bear children out of wedlock. The couples have mostly broken up after that because of the scandal and because they simply weren't ready. I think that if people are going to have premarital sex, it should be a VERY committed relationship with someone that you trust, and even then you should be very careful about birth control. As for me, I'm not sure if I could have sex before marriage. But that's just my choice, and I may change my mind if the right person comes along.

8. Do you believe in God?
I pray sometimes, and I'd like to think that their is a higher being. organized religion is nice sometimes when you need someone outside the family to lean on, and they do good works, but it's not for me.

9. Do you think same sex marriage should be legalized?
OF COURSE! And it should stay that way! (stupid prop 8)

10. Do you think it's wrong that so many Hispanics are illegally moving to the USA?
Dude, if illegal immigration didn't happen I wouldn't be in this country. My parents would have never become citizens and I would be living in some barrio in mexico with no hope for a college education. What do you think?

11. A twelve year old girl has a baby, should she keep it?
No. Twelve year olds are not mature enough to raise children. Twelve year old children are not even mature enough to take care of dogs.

12. Should the alcohol age be lowered to eighteen?
No. It's fine as is, they drink anyway what's the point?

13. Should the war in Iraq be called off?
Yes, but not all at once. There has to be some ordered withdrawal. We need a GOOD plan to fix this mess that bush has left us with.

14. Assisted suicide is illegal: do you agree?
I dunno, i think in extreme cases it might be better for the person to die. The problem is how to determine those extreme cases. How do you measure pain? I guess it is better to keep it illegal.

15. Do you believe in spanking your children?
I was spanked. Sometimes, I think children need to be spanked. I dunno, I'm not sure if I would have behaved if I hadn't been spanked. I think that it should be used VERY sparingly, but I think it's ok. My dad would only spank us when we were hitting each other... and even then not very hard.

16. Would you burn an American flag for a million dollars?
yes. I don't see the point of not doing it.

17. Who do you think would make a better president? McCain or Obama?
Obama.
18. Are you afraid others will judge you from reading some of your answers?
Maybe they will.

I love him. :)